I wrote a poem!

[Timpman]

Rancid food in a kitchen bowl

Noxious mood in my cranium hole

Spiral knots in my muscles sore

Hardened clots in my heart galore

I hate myself and want to die

I break myself but cannot cry

[annewandering]

wow and I hope you find some peace. If you are that depressed it might be a good idea to talk to your doc? at the least take a walk out in the sunshine!

[Timpman]

I have recently given up on trying to improve. Maybe it's a good thing because maybe I'm learning to rely more on God. That poem just went through my mind last night. I'm leaving this forum because I know I have little credibility.

[annewandering]

I think you have excellent credibility. Relying more on God is something we should all do more of.

[Timpman]

Thanks for that. Goodbye.

[Guest]

"If you're going through hell, keep going. . ." Unfortunately the only way to get past hard times are to muscle through them. I encourage you, as well as myself, to find the joy in every day no matter what else is going on. Whether it's making one of your kids laugh, taking a minute to appreciate the earth's beauty, listening to your favorite music, whatever. Find joy, and keep looking. The more you look, the more you'll find.

I hope you find peace and happiness and get through this rough patch soon. And I hope you don't go anywhere in the meantime.

[EarlJibbs]

I for one enjoy your comments Timpman. Good luck.

[classylady]

I have recently given up on trying to improve. Maybe it's a good thing because maybe I'm learning to rely more on God. That poem just went through my mind last night. I'm leaving this forum because I know I have little credibility.

Sorry to hear you're leaving.