do apostates "deny the spirit!"

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I was on my own when I came back, I  Was  always the only member of the  Church in my family, so they didn't play any direct role for me. In fact I had been in an abusuve marriage, which I left after 20 years, I was rebaptised a year later, I made the first step back on my own, it wasn't easy, but as time went I knew I had made the right choice to come back, it was a gradual process for me.