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Thanks MorningStar, I do pray and I see all the good thing he has and does for me that's why I'm still with him, a journal it's a good idea. Do your parents still together but happily together??

Last march I posted about my sittuation with my husband, he told me last year that he didnt believe in God or the lds church anymore so it was really hard to heard that cause we started out marriage in the temple which he doesnt really care about it either, anyways I try to put in practice almost all the advices given here in the forums, my husband was coming to church with me but it seems to be miserable all the time I was trying hard but at the same time I was loosing my testimony cause it was easy that way, after octuber GC I decided to not let his lack of testimony hurt mine, I started to do my visiting teaching, give service and open my heart to the teaching of the gospel. I was trying to work things out but is not only my husband lack of testimony that is affecting my feelings for him and not just but that is like if he doesn't care about anything, we dont have a good comunication, we dont fight but we dont talk more than 5 min of personal matters but science Ficcion. He doesnt have iniciative and it seems to have any desire of living life as I do, he just came from work and do nothing else than watching t.v or using his Ipod, our intimate life sucks and its really important to me. He is a good guy, I like him more as a friend that anything else, we don't have kids and I have not desire to have kids with him. Last week I was feeling so desperate and lonely that I wanted to cry all the time but I didnt, a day later while I was calm and after praying hard I asked if his feelings towards our Heavenly Father and the church had change for good, he said that hasn't change a bit that he was coming to church just not to hurt me but that he wasn't happy about it, I asked him he would talk to the bishop but he doesn't want to even try or do nothing about it, I talked to him about getting divorced, he just told me that If I want to he will agree with me but that he doesn't want to get divorced, after that he has been caring with me, but even do he try to make an effort I feel my feelings fading away.

I'm sorry for you, I can't imagine how are you feeling about it but I'm glad you had gotten the anulment. Trust the Lord he has the healing power you need most in this hard time. TRUST HIM!!

I got married six months ago, I am 32 Let me tell you something, I got a job opportunity and moved to another country for about 1.5 years and find my "half". I never felt the necessity to get married i just enjoyed life all the time. I loved my freedom but also i trusted what Heavenly Father's plan had for me wheather i could find someone or not. Trust the Lord and He will lead you to the right person in the right TIME, live your life at full, enjoy yourself, enjoy your family, if you get frustrated for this sittuation it may cost you more than you can imagine, TRUST HIM.

Thank you so much. Your testimony has inspired me, it is so beutiful :)

Jared, way to go!! I hope you can find whatever you are looking for on here!! Bienvenido!

I heard that you can post after you post in this forums 4 or 5 times, lets see cause i want to do that too

I am kind of New too!!! Welcome

Thank goodness you are here!!! Welcome I may need your help often haha