I am really sorry you have to go through this. I went through a divorce in 1995. It was the worst and the best year of my life. I am not walking in your shoes but I have been down that same road. The journey is different for everyone. But I can tell you to follow your heart, trust in the Lord and really, really listen to what the Lord wants, and then pray for the strength to do what the Lord wants. Good Luck
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