I'd talk with whatever religious leader you feel comfortable with; if not your bishop, perhaps your stake president, stake patriarch, favorite gospel teacher, parents, etc. What you need is counsel given based on your exact scenario, which only somebody who knows you can give well.
A priesthood blessing couldn't hurt either. You don't even have to be specific, you can just ask for a general priesthood blessing from the same people, and I'm sure they'd be willing to do so.