A Miracle?

[Corvus]

Update: I've learned about the word of wisdom. So far, I'm not doing so good vs. it. In fact, I'm very much drunk typing this out. I told the missionary sisters that I wouldn't drink this way, but I did anyways. I feel really bad. Plus, I told them that I would be attending sunday service.

I didn't do either. I know I'm being bad, but I can't just help myself. I know my wife completely disapproves of all of it as well. I want to move into the the true community of Christ, but it seems like everything is against me. I could use your prayers to strengthen me.

[RipplecutBuddha]

Regarding the word of wisdom, it's much more than a code of health, though that is the immediate concern. A bishop of mine pointed out during sacrament meeting that the spiritual purpose of the Word of Wisdom is that by following it, we don't allow physical needs to interfere with communication from our Heavenly Father. When you drink alcohol it impairs your thinking. It also gets in the way of the Holy Ghost speaking to you. As you investigate the LDS church, you're asking a lot of questions from Heavenly Father through prayer. He wants to answer you, but he can't get past the effects of alcohol.

Also, changing yourself takes time, so patience is the key here. You're going to struggle with this, and Heavenly Father understands how tough it will be for you. He's willing to help, so ask him in moments of weakness to help you stay away from things that will keep you from feeling his presence, and hearing his voice.

Keep on the path brother, and we'll keep praying for you as well.

[Vort]

Update: I've learned about the word of wisdom. So far, I'm not doing so good vs. it. In fact, I'm very much drunk typing this out. I told the missionary sisters that I wouldn't drink this way, but I did anyways. I feel really bad. Plus, I told them that I would be attending sunday service.

I didn't do either. I know I'm being bad, but I can't just help myself. I know my wife completely disapproves of all of it as well. I want to move into the the true community of Christ, but it seems like everything is against me. I could use your prayers to strengthen me.

Hi, James,

I just discovered this thread. Very touching to read it.

Remember Winston Churchill's words: "Never give in. Never give in. Never, never, never."

I'm sorry you got drunk. That doesn't make you a bad or worthless person. It means you need to stop getting drunk. Keep working toward that goal. Just do not give in. Keep fighting the good fight, and you will eventually win. Pray to God and ask him to help you. Then do all you can. You will eventually win.

[bytebear]

God still loves you, and he always will. Trust him.