Excited, But Not Knowing How To Feel

[Breaking]

Through alot of hard times with pornography and most of what accompanies it as well as a bad relationship, after seeing a counselor, working it through with my bishop, I have come to realize that I will always need to keep myself in check with my thoughts as well as actions. I've come clean as well as put my focus on something thats bigger than me.

I had my mission papers submitted almost 3 weeks ago and am now waiting to hear back.

The way other mission calls have been coming back in the area I reside in, I should know this weekend. My issue at the moment is I just don't know what to expect. Until talking with my family, I didn't even realize until talking about it that I was showing little focus at work as well as sleeping excessively. I've come to the conclusion that I'm stressed about it. Any suggestions?

Also, thanks for all that have commented in the past. Being able to post problems anonymously has helped alot.

[lizzy16]

Just be excited :) And, its okay to be nervous!! You'll go where god needs you!

[Blackmarch]

Through alot of hard times with pornography and most of what accompanies it as well as a bad relationship, after seeing a counselor, working it through with my bishop, I have come to realize that I will always need to keep myself in check with my thoughts as well as actions. I've come clean as well as put my focus on something thats bigger than me.

I had my mission papers submitted almost 3 weeks ago and am now waiting to hear back.

The way other mission calls have been coming back in the area I reside in, I should know this weekend. My issue at the moment is I just don't know what to expect. Until talking with my family, I didn't even realize until talking about it that I was showing little focus at work as well as sleeping excessively. I've come to the conclusion that I'm stressed about it. Any suggestions?

Also, thanks for all that have commented in the past. Being able to post problems anonymously has helped alot.

Thats great to hear, it takes a lot of courage to do that, and there will always be chances to be nervous about different things in the mission, don't worry about them tho I think you'll come to find that going through the repentance process was more daunting than facing total strangers to testify of God and the restoration.