Why Can't I Feel Anything?

[Kori94]

I have been a member of the Church for about 18 months. I have always had a really strong testimony that the Book of Mormon is true and that this is Heavenly Father's Church.

 

But, this last month, I've been feeling really numb and empty. I feel a lack of motivation to do anything, including a lot of church related activities, like reading my scriptures, praying and attending meetings. When I read my scriptures, I find it really hard to concentrate on the words I'm reading and I can't feel the Spirit at all. Whenever I do pray, I don't feel like Heavenly Father is hearing them. Whenever I go to church meetings, I feel sinful because I can't feel the Spirit.

 

I know I should have more patience, but I don't know how long I can go on like this. I feel like it's having an effect on my testimony. I feel like this is a result of something I'm doing. Does anyone have any suggestions of what I could do to remedy the situation?

[Guest]

It sounds like me when my depression isn't being managed. 

[sxfritz]

It sounds like depression. I doubt it is related to church or your faith. Your depression may be minor and can be influenced by simple things like diet and exercise.

 

I will say, it is common for new members to struggle with their faith. I doesn't sound like the issue but, if it is, you need to wait it out. You'll get over the hump and be feeling good about the church again. Keep doing spiritual things to feel spiritual.