Marriage takes time and maturity. Without it, it is extremely difficult. Having a child and not having a father is also something difficult, but you want to be married for time and all eternity, don't you? To have your child to be sealed to you? If you can't get along with girls, then it's less likely you'll get along with a husband. What's important right now is that you get back on track. Some won't accept you because they are blargh, but it's about accepting and obeying God's commandments, not who likes you. If you want a good home for your child, you must be the best mother you can and by going to church, waiting, and really growing, you'll be able to provide a better home for that child.