Hey. Wow. It's okay. I am sure you already have a lot of excellent advice, and I am really not trying to advise you in this post. I am just going to relay how I dealt with it. In my more religious days, I ignored it. I did become depressed because of that, but it was nothing anti depressants couldn't handle. When I met my fiance, I was starting to become more agnostic in my beliefs. That is when I started trying to find answers about what I am and not what I should be. I was so scared to tell my fiance, but I did. At first he was confused, but he loves me the way I am. You are only 15. You have so much time! I didn't deal with any of this until I was 17. I didn't tell my best friend until I was 19. Did it change anything? Yes and no. I have never been with a woman, and I am still with my man, but I can be myself around him, and that makes a world of difference. No decisions need to be made now, and nothing needs to be decided yet. You don't need to talk about it with anyone until you know yourself what is going on with you, unless you think it would make you feel better. You can always message me, and Bini also seems to have experience with same sex attraction. I am sure that if you felt you needed to, you could message her. The only solid advice I am going to give is to not stress about it. :)