pushka Posted June 21, 2007 Report Posted June 21, 2007 Eeek Almom!! Has something else happened to make you feel bad again? I hope you find a solution soon..
Guest Yediyd Posted June 21, 2007 Report Posted June 21, 2007 enough is never enough ............we start back from square one remind me not to tick off this woman.
Guest Yediyd Posted June 21, 2007 Report Posted June 21, 2007 ALmom is cool. No need to fear. :)I know, I was teasing her!
Guest Yediyd Posted June 21, 2007 Report Posted June 21, 2007 SorryDr. T you're adorible when you blush!!!!!
Gwen Posted June 21, 2007 Author Report Posted June 21, 2007 lol my mom has always told me i was her only child she feared if i rebeled. that i could be the sweetest of all but when i'd had enough i could be just as extream on the other end. said she would pray every day that i chose the right and good, cus god help us if i didn't. i do worry about my feelings of anger. i should. i am constantly aware of how much they could rule me if i don't pay attention to it. i've had my ability to harbor hard feelings aknowledged and cautioned against in many blessings. part of why i started the topic. i've never felt so close to feeling out of control with it before. but i can say i'm good at the moment. i feel like i have gotten control of it. i'm not being run by it at the moment. as i've pondered the last few days i have decided that the majority of the portion of my anger directed at my stake leaders was misdirected. yes i think there is still an issue to discuss, but the root of my anger was not caused by their actions. now it is being properly directed at the person/s who have caused this situation. and i am slowly figuring out ways to positively direct it. i have never been so tested with this. i am trying to keep things in check to know that my actions are positive good changes in response to the situation vs. going on a vendeta to repay for what has been done. fine line sometimes.
Guest Yediyd Posted June 21, 2007 Report Posted June 21, 2007 lol my mom has always told me i was her only child she feared if i rebeled. that i could be the sweetest of all but when i'd had enough i could be just as extream on the other end. said she would pray every day that i chose the right and good, cus god help us if i didn't. i do worry about my feelings of anger. i should. i am constantly aware of how much they could rule me if i don't pay attention to it. i've had my ability to harbor hard feelings aknowledged and cautioned against in many blessings. part of why i started the topic. i've never felt so close to feeling out of control with it before. but i can say i'm good at the moment. i feel like i have gotten control of it. i'm not being run by it at the moment. as i've pondered the last few days i have decided that the majority of the portion of my anger directed at my stake leaders was misdirected. yes i think there is still an issue to discuss, but the root of my anger was not caused by their actions. now it is being properly directed at the person/s who have caused this situation. and i am slowly figuring out ways to positively direct it. i have never been so tested with this. i am trying to keep things in check to know that my actions are positive good changes in response to the situation vs. going on a vendeta to repay for what has been done. fine line sometimes.But yer not mad at me...right? (wink)
Gwen Posted June 21, 2007 Author Report Posted June 21, 2007 i'm not mad at anyone here. lol that's why i came here with my issue. felt safe. thanks for the support yall, it's nice to come here and think it through, or just be distracted if i want.
pushka Posted June 21, 2007 Report Posted June 21, 2007 Almom, it's great to hear that you're finding a way thru your anger and the issues that caused it!! :)
Gwen Posted June 22, 2007 Author Report Posted June 22, 2007 hahahahaha, ok so i'm really not laughing.....guess what. i was asked last sunday to teach the rs lesson this comming sunday. i said yes. i was given a talk on integrity to teach from, then they called and said they had given me the wrong one, i wrote down the new one and thought little about it with all the other things going on. the few moments i thought about it i was thinking integrity, forgot about the change. so i'm finally able to sit and work on it. lol so i take out the paper with the assignment on it. has the talk on integrity crossed out (that's when i recall they changed it) and the new assignment on .....................drum roll.............. the healing power of forgiveness..........lol ok not really funny, but kinda, i guess that i can see the humor suggests i'm ready to read it. how did the lord know i would need this this week? lol how can i be so dumb as to ask that? and i'm sharing with yall to avoid reading it and preparing my lesson. lol.............................ok so time to get to work. i am so glad this week is over. next week can't be worse can it? things aren't at a conclusion yet so i guess the possibility is always there, sigh
rosie321 Posted June 22, 2007 Report Posted June 22, 2007 hahahahaha, ok so i'm really not laughing.....guess what. i was asked last sunday to teach the rs lesson this comming sunday. i said yes. i was given a talk on integrity to teach from, then they called and said they had given me the wrong one, i wrote down the new one and thought little about it with all the other things going on. the few moments i thought about it i was thinking integrity, forgot about the change. so i'm finally able to sit and work on it. lol so i take out the paper with the assignment on it. has the talk on integrity crossed out (that's when i recall they changed it) and the new assignment on .....................drum roll.............. the healing power of forgiveness..........lol ok not really funny, but kinda, i guess that i can see the humor suggests i'm ready to read it. how did the lord know i would need this this week? lol how can i be so dumb as to ask that? and i'm sharing with yall to avoid reading it and preparing my lesson. lol.............................ok so time to get to work. i am so glad this week is over. next week can't be worse can it? things aren't at a conclusion yet so i guess the possibility is always there, sighToo cool AlmomB) The Lord does work in mysterious ways next week can't be worse can it? What are you trying to do? Didn't you ever learn DON'T EVER ASK THAT QUESTION? lolLook at the endurance levels you've obtained this past week. Stop reading this response and get to work! lol
Gwen Posted June 22, 2007 Author Report Posted June 22, 2007 lol so busted , thank you for the laugh rosie, i needed it
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