Or is it that you're afraid of the answer? So you figure if you keep delaying the prayer about it, you won't have to face up to your decisions and stands.? eh? You'll have to answer eventually for it, might as well get it over with, and if you don't post for a couple of days we know that "you stinketh not to us".. heh-heh.. sorry, lame joke.
Praying requires little, if any effort, as long as you ask with an open heart, you will receive the answer.