Peace--allow me to explore your position a bit, if I could. The first thing I would like you to make clear to me is the following:
As I read your posts you are making it clear that your belief system is rooted experiences INTERNAL to you, and has nothing to do with the outside world. Do I have it right? In other words, when you read JS saying he spoke to God, or the BoM claiming to be a literal history of the Native Americans, you accept it based on feelings you get, not on external verification?
And, that you are willing to have faith in something, even though there is a strong weight of the physical evidence against it?