Lakumi

I've had more of them come to my door then LDS... (now that I know the difference)I remember passing by their church one Sunday some years ago, and noticing they all had briefcases. Growing up we called them "Jo-Ho's" and everyone who knocked at your door talking about religion we assumed was one of them.

a monkey has a tail, that's probably a member of the great ape family.** Best as we can gather, from findings, is there were several different humanesque looking things that wandered round a few million years back, we basically rose above and either killed or bred out the others until we, homo sapiens, were the only ones left. ** unless you're a Sayian, then you turn into a great ape with a tail, or Ozaru

na, it's unneeded.

coffee is bitter, only time I really ever drank it was when at work some years ago it was bought for me and I drank it to not be rude:lol:

they stream it live to my knowledge, since the last one that happened I watched and it was live (I remember waking up "early" to watch it) I will say that the baptism will lack any of my crazy flair I inject into... well every part of my life... Feel like I should be a little serious for once

I'm out of town this Sunday... suppose I could wander down there on Tuesday, or call them, did that number just come to you, or is this some giant conspiracy?

I never liked coffee anyways, only teas I ever enjoyed were like pine needle tea, or dandelion tea What's important about the 12th?

I didn't even realize I wrote when... well there's your sign it's meant to be

when I become a member yes

depression does different things to different people and the mind, more often then not, will think differently and things become skewed. When I'm depressed I get irrational and things that don't really phase me, start to enrage me. To me, it sounds like he should go on anti depressants

...panic?

no that's more a joke, because accounting jokes are ingrained in my mind due to knowing some and that happening and the joke is, intimately that the amount might be so low, that not only does the church not receive any money, but they have to pay a fee which is more then the cheque is worth. Which could be eliminated by just using cash (I don't even use cheques)...

no, but there are some jobs that don't give me any skills persay (detassiling corn or moving carts -both things I have done, come to mind). I've been working since I was 10, full time since 17. What I have noticed in the past few years is the less money and hours one gets from jobs. So many are part time now, least the ones that are open to me (can't go to school since I got no money). Once upon a time work was enjoyable, now its a torment, I am in pain a lot of the time and they treat you like a slave. And I very well could just sit on my butt, being mentally disabled I qualify for government assistance money or something- I donno what its called, I have pride, too much... and some days, most days, after my employers get mad because I am not working fast enough because they never trained me and its my first week... wonder why. I am not gaining life skills working in these minimum wage junk jobs, I am being sucked dry and given the lowest they can legally pay me and nothing else.

don't feed them after midnight

I guess that's where you and I differ on opinion

technically yes, but I stand by my joke

yeah ponies told me the same thing about friends... you are right yeah I've had to work with the public and still do, I loathe it... I did because my depression and such makes me go all irrational and angry. But as I said I saw my mistakes and my overreactions, dunno if I will share all those feelings with the missionaries but talking about those feelings isn't exactly pleasant.

no because bills are a sure thing, the credit card is there because of my poor choices:lol: I don't have a chequebook either...

yeah I'd not bother working for such miniscule amounts. If a job doesn't support me, does it have any real worth? I'm 24, I don't see myself at this nonsense for long tbh 6.50? Man they'd hate all the small cheques they'd get from me (as I understand it could cost more to cash them then they're worth) at that point I'd pay monthly so as to not make the church loose money

But I don't plan to live that long:lol: (I kid) no its not really about being in a bad relationship, I've never really had a proper one. I just have a very strong disliking of most people. I just have no real interest in it, at all. (children are out of the question- more so due to the hereditary illnesses I would pass down upon them). I don't see any problem with wanting to be alone, but a lot do, like its an insane idea. I don't understand people. I can't form proper, fulfilling relationships and that won't go away. I'm at peace with that. The church I go to being the first time in a long time I have been in a room and felt...fine, I wasn't mad and people were really nice, then I went a little nuts and thought it was a bad idea but... depression will do that to a person and I plan to go back.

yeah unless I have something planned I usually am just paying off the credit card or buying random junk I don't have any bills. Example last week I only worked 8 hours and made a pathetic 65 dollars and change...I mean I make next to nothing anyways (not enough to live on, even here where the rent is extremely low) What's 10% of that? less then 5 dollars? I probably spent that on lemonade or pepsi lol

what about finding contentment and joy in your solitude?

I think you are right, I enjoy trying new things

moved last July more south... I do miss it I will admit that (jobs were easier to come by there too)

ha the O Town, I used to live there go sens go