LadyHanley93

Keep your distance!

Sorry but since when is my profession any of your business? Sorry but I am not college educated and I didn't go to BYU. I am working my way to a college degree at a local community college. My previous Profession was unethical and immoral but not illegal and did that for seven years. So it's hard to find work when you are a former porn star! Sorry I don't meet up to your perfect mormon standards. I don't drink at work! I do my job!

I have to agree on this I've asked more than enough times.

I am a convert and have become close friends with someone Recently I have noticed her growing to be demanding and crossing boundaries with me. I am not comfortable with the fact that she force hugs me or manipulates me into saying I don't care about her to give her a hug. She seems to think I am some cold heartless person that doesn't like affection. I don't like to be hugged because I was serverly sexually abused as a child and I know my boundaries. I have a job as a bartender working 40 hours a week and I am a full time student year round. I use the money I make and support myself and just recently bought a car. I have saved some money up for any emergencies and pay tithing. Is it time to call it quits with this friendship and move on?

Thank you!

Thank you Jane for presenting these facts to me. It makes me feel less alone. I know my hometeacher who was recently assigned to me won't judge me and I know he has my best interest for me. It is time to get help and get out.

Well I know Joseph Smith and other prophets gave blessings on their cattle. I was wondering if blessings could be done on common household pets such as a dog that is ill.

Can Priesthood Blessings Be Given To Animals?

Because a lot of ward members have never dealt with my situation. It's like for some of these people it's easier to judge and gossip then actually find out the truth.

I am afraid of the gossiping and backfiring in My ward and my soon to be ex boyfriend. I am not wanting my bishop to call the cops and make me press charges. I am not exactly wanting to give his name. Let's face if I do I imagine he will phone his bishop as well. It will make me look like I am not dateable in that ward.

*saying

Even the girls that I hometeach are starting to ask questions. My own visiting teachers and my hometeacher who does not have a regular companion met together on Sunday saying that they would like to have a meeting with me and talk to me.

In about 75% of my relationships have been abusive to some certain extent and I am not making excuses for the guy. I asked for advice from one of my mother's friend she said perhaps I am not being submissive enough and not trying hard enough in our relationship. I hate to say that I do not accept that answer. I wish I could tell someone in my ward. My Bishop and Others have grown concerned about me. I try to balance time between his ward and my ward. I get calls from my bishop and hometeacher when I absent on Sundays. I feel I am pulled apart and feel isolated by members of my ward. I wish I could call my hometeacher and tell but I fear he would tell my bishop and the cops would be called. I just want to get out of this relationship no drama. I just want to forget that I met this guy. I wish I didn't put this much crap.

Yes

I guess not everyone will understand this. I am not exactly the most desirable because one I am convert and two I am not a virgin and three I have a very wild past.

I am a young female and have been dating someone for the past few months. I am a convert and it seems that being in my 20s is considered an old maid. This guy is verbally and psychically abusive to me. We do not attend the same ward but people in my ward including my bishop are starting to ask questions about why I am so sad and jumpy all the time. Honestly I have been in abusive realtionships in the past. It is reallly strange because my mom and dad where never abusive to each other in anyay. I guess I feel like this the best I can get and if I leave him I can forget about ever getting married.

I would first like to say I am in therapy and have taken steps to take responsibility for my own actions. I will admit taking responsibility for me in the past has been difficult. I really can't sit here and blame anyone for my traits of bpd. I just have to get used to how to change these patterns. I am fortunate enough that psychological advancement is in place for me. Believe me I went to group therapy for nine weeks and a women in my group was in her 60s and finally got the diagnosis of bpd.

Also for the record I have been to two different psychologists and a psychiatrist who have told me I have traits of borderline personality disorder. Yes I have read the DSV5 and have done further research to conclude that I do have traits of borderline personality disorder. My therapist I am seeing now is a lcsw she doesn't like to put a label on it.

Sorry to mean spirited here but my ex hometeacher is with a doubt insensitive, sociopath, and narcissistic. I have always had a good relationship with his companion who is a convert. It's almost like when I had a relationship with my other hometeacher and asked to be reassigned it's like I lost a relationship even though it's not done and over. I have had a nightmare of a life so far and would really appreciate it if my ex hometeacher would keep his mouth shut.

I am a convert but before my conversion I was married at 18 and divorced at 19 and now 24. No rush for me.

Yoyoteacher, Thank you so much for your reply. My life has been nothing of the converts and the born into conventals in my church. At 17 I got involved with the porn industry and left at 23 to be in the church. Six months as being a convert One day I got up and left the to the other side of the country to go back into the porn industry and it didn't work out and I moved back home. I am grateful I saw what my life could be like. I started using drug and alcohol at a young age. Am I proud of this? no of course not. So needless to stay it's been hard to find a job. I acknowledged this as a cycle of being abused and in turn abusing myself. Having traits of Borderline personality disorder is different because everything seems to be black or white. I told my secound counselor and he has no idea what bpd is. I wish our bishoprics around the world would educate themselves on bpd and other mental issues. I am not sure to open up to about my bpd because it seems that it all backfires on me like what my home teacher did to me .