Hi Garden Girl, Actually you may remember me as Jaynee Doe, but then you might not. It's been a long time since I posted at FAIR/MAD. I've been spending my time at LDSTALK, where I made some wonderful friends who are abandoning ship and coming over here. So I thought I'd come and see what all the fuss is. I'm an ex-Mormon who is NOT an anti-Mormon. I'm in North-Utah, divorced with two children. One who I think has met her Prince Charming, and the other who I'm afraid is never going to meet his princess, and that makes me very sad. I'm disabled and spend a lot of time bed bound, but that gives me lots of free time to pursue my passion, which is Mormon history. I am in absolute awe of our pioneers who suffered so much day in and day out, and then took the long trek to the Great Salt Lake. Additionally there are still pioneers in the Chuch where you'll still find stories to match those of the 19th century. It's hard to explain to people, especially believing members, but I love this Church. It is my legacy, even though I'm not a believer. My family is all Mormon, and I love them so. I am saturated with Mormonism, and while I have issues with parts of it I find there are other parts that inspire me to this day. That's one of the reasons I left MAD. There was no room for someone like me--I was mocked and derided, and I will not let my beliefs and passions be demeaned. I'm sure you can understand that as I have enjoyed your posts often. I had a lot of problems signing on, so it is nice to finally be here. Thanks to Yediyd, my friend!