Kirajo

You should call it Frightlight and make it a spoof of the vampire book Twilight haha. Make it all dark and edgy. That'd be sweet.

Haha, yeah okay. Good luck Holly.

It's not a bad thing to wonder FF! :) Soo many people say we have blind faith and blind obedience. But it's people like you that prove them wrong. You're finding out for yourself in your own way if this church is true. And that is a good thing. By the way, Aphrodite, they ARE from God, not just "man".

My dads blessing blessed him with great health throghout his life...he asked me if Patriarchal blessings expire since he is in fact not in great health at all hahahaha. Who knows....

Hi there. If the church wanted to hide the fact that Patriarchal blessings were in fact rehearsed and the same for everybody: 1. They would prohibit any kind of talk of personal patraiarchal blessings to any other individual 2. All the Patriarchal blessings would be incredibly similar. Based on the fact that neither 1, nor 2 are true, ( Although we are advised to view the blessings as personal sacred experiences/documents and to choose wisely who you share them with, you are not prohibited to talk about them) I would say that the church is true, you ARE being tested with your Faith, especially if it's eating you alive like this. However, I don't blame you for wondering what the heck that's about. Good luck! (PS- this is sunny-fibi )