The second (or first) experience happened in early 2020. I'm not sure when it started, but it culminated in mid February. On any normal day, when my brain isn't forced to do other things, it's making up a story. But at this time, instead of my usual story-making, I kept hearing hymns in my head. It went on for days, and then more than a week. Hymn after hymn during my idle times. Some of them were even hymns I didn't particularly like, though the lyrics were always limited by my own memory of them. As it went on, I recognized the pattern and that it wasn't me or an ear-worm, that it was something from outside of me - the Spirit, someone sent by God to stuff hymns in my head, something. And so I finally stopped and spent some time thinking about it, trying to figure out what I was supposed to do about it.
I was sitting in a chair in my livingroom, where there's a desk with far too many blank notebooks waiting for a purpose (yes, I may have a notebook-buying problem ). As I looked at this desk and saw two particularly large hard-bound journals, the thought came, "I could use one of those as a hymn journal." This was followed by trying to figure out what a hymn journal would look like. I got some blank paper and started drawing ideas. Eventually, I settled on a layout that I thought was good. The hymns stopped playing in my head that day.
Within a day or two, I had printed a spreadsheet of the hymn titles from our hymnal to use for an index / tracker and had made my first entry. I haven't been as diligent as I should, and sometimes hymns will start playing again in my head to remind me to go back to it. This sometimes augments my scripture study or sabbath observance. Honestly, it's emotionally draining - I learn so much. So, what does a hymn journal look like?
Hymn # (if applicable) Hymn Title
Initial thoughts, like why I chose it or what I like about it.
Summary of the linked scriptures in one column, with just enough to remind me what the scriptures say. And my own thoughts on those scriptures in a second column (it's a dot-grid notebook). These often include ways I need to improve.
Lyrics in one column (the chorus only once). And thoughts on the verse, what it teaches me, and how I need to change (in the second column).
Then a summary of what I've learned from my study.
At the bottom of the entry (which may take more than one page), I note whether I can play it (on the flute, which I don't practice enough), and any issues I might face trying to play it.
I can't sing. Fortunately, you don't need to sing to learn from the hymns. And while an A4+ hardbound notebook, in dot-grid, with a fountain pen, makes the filling of this journal more pleasant, you don't have to have either to start your own hymn journal, should the Spirit so move you.
I suppose the conclusion to both these posts is the title - hymns are powerful vehicles not just to feel emotion or the Spirit, but to learn the gospel and what you can do to improve, or just to come to Him.