Crap, not again

[HEthePrimate]

Really missing my wife.

This may sound bad, but it might have going to the temple that triggered this. It's the temple where we got married, so I guess it's inevitable that sometimes these feelings will come up. Similar situation with the Institute (we went to a lot of classes, and attended church there for a while).

It probably didn't help that there were all these elderly couples attending the session. I'm (relatively) young, and it doesn't seem fair that my wife should be gone at such a young age.

Thankfully I was with a friend today, but now it's late at night, I'm all alone, and missing my wife.

HEP

(Sorry about the complaining, but sometimes it helps to let it out.)

[pam]

HEP I'm terribly sorry. I wish there were some words of comfort that I could provide.

[RachelleDrew]

You have a right to feel sad and lonely. I would be concerned if that didn't trigger some sort of emotion from you.

Here's to hoping you can find happiness despite everything that's happened. And don't apologize, you aren't complaining.

[HEthePrimate]

Thanks for your kind words. It helps to know people care.

[beefche]

I'm sorry, HEP.

I'm glad that there are people on here at such odd hours. Sometimes when I can't sleep, I log on and can feel a connection.

[Maya]

HEP it is ok. I think it is wonderful that you loved your wife so much! =HEP She sure was a lacky lady. :)

You know what ... I fele I need to tell you that once I was so p***'' off at Father that i let Him have it... but I knew what was right and did nto endanger myself by doing something extra stupid. I really think He can handle it if we sometimes are mad at Him. He wont leave you, he will let you be angry... butr believe me it will go over. Read from my profile my blogs... uh no I have not written that yet there I was sure I had... hmm I think I ned to add a blog it is about the fotprints... but it is not alike the story told in Church, it is my personal story about it.

Life can feel so long sometimes, but stil it is not that long!

[HEthePrimate]

Thanks again, everybody. I'm feeling better today. :)

It's been a few years, but the grief never goes away entirely. Thankfully, the pressure does ease up and it's not as constant, but it still comes along more often than I'd like. Of course, I'd also be worried if I didn't miss her! Sometimes I talk to her, which is nice, but unfortunately I can't hear her talking back. (Actually, to tell the truth, on occasion that's a good thing, because there are times when I say things that I know would tick her off! )

HEP

[Guest]

HEP, is it too much to ask why she passed?

[Maya]

My best friend died 2006 and I still miss her a lot. She went with a braincanser in 5 months. She ws the best person I know! I never got to say goodbye to her. When there was a chanse to go say bye to her I did not know as I dont live in the same country as her. First I was wondering for a month or two why she is never on internet and why no-one answerd the telephone.... However it is great to think she is doing fine now. And also that she is there with her daughter (16 died of canser)

I know he has missed her really a lot. He does have a ladyfriend and it was so weird as just a few minutes before I saw him with her, I herad her voice say... M. it is ok... everythig is ok. I did nto even think about her. I was sitting in the same chappel her furenal had been, but I did nto think about her. And as I was going out of the essembly room I ws wondering why did she say that to me now. Then there in the hall... he was holding hands with his ladyfrend. Suddenly I understood why she had come and told me it is ok. She was the one that got me in to cybermision work. And I knew her toughts of ... pluralmarriage... but she said it was ok.

He looked happy, and that was great! He is a great man.