Hihohiho Posted May 22, 2013 Report Posted May 22, 2013 So I'm leaving on my mission soon and I need to confess something that just happened. Was a girl and we didn't have sex but I feel guilty. We made out, didn't take off any of our clothes, didn't let her touch me inappropriately (she tried to put I pushed her away), didn't touch her inappropriately, we were not naked, but we dry jumped. I have never done this before and I did not stop it because at first I figured "how can this be breaking the law of chastity" but I realize now that obviously that involves sexual stimulation so I just feel absolutely awful. I do plan on talking to the bishop about it obviously, I don't want to leave with any sort of guilty conscience, but I just feel so bad because I'm very close to leaving and I'm worried that now I won't be able to. I've asked for repentance of The Lord but I'm also wondering if I should or shouldn't keep wearing my garments. I don't want to mock Heavenly Father in any way because he will not be mocked. Advice please. Quote
pam Posted May 22, 2013 Report Posted May 22, 2013 Talk to your Bishop and let him put your mind at ease. Quote
Just_A_Guy Posted May 22, 2013 Report Posted May 22, 2013 I would suggest you continue to wear the garment until/unless a priesthood leader tells you not to. Quote
Hihohiho Posted May 22, 2013 Author Report Posted May 22, 2013 I should add that it was basically like we were having sex but obviously with our clothes on. I don't know why I did it. I feel so embarrassed and ashamed and am feeling so down. Quote
NeuroTypical Posted May 22, 2013 Report Posted May 22, 2013 Keep in mind Hihohiho, when you count the 'thanks' people are leaving on these posts, it's like six people all saying the same thing. I've sat in the bishop's 'hot seat' before. Go and do it with full intent of becoming clean before the Lord. You'll be very blessed. Quote
applepansy Posted May 25, 2013 Report Posted May 25, 2013 Ditto for everything everyone has said. Quote
Recommended Posts
Join the conversation
You can post now and register later. If you have an account, sign in now to post with your account.
Note: Your post will require moderator approval before it will be visible.