Reaching out for support after reading the Essays

[Ham Clam]

You should get out the apologetics organization FAIRMormon, contact them with your feels and they will talk to you via e-mail.

The Juvenile Instructor is a Mormon History blog, and they have been taking questions from people in some of their posts.

Polygamy is very heartbreaking. You have my empathy.

[askandanswer]

In response to the original post: 

I haven't read the preceding 13 pages of this discussion so what I say here might have already been said, but if so, it's worth repeating, and if not, it's worth mentioning: I can't see understand how or why any empirical fact should have any impact in the slightest on a divinely revealed testimony. Empirical knowledge and spiritually revealed/confirmed knowledge are two entirely different types of knowledge, and if there ever appears to be a conflict between the two, then for the sake of one's eternal destiny, that which has been divinely revealed should always prevail.