i feel your pain ... i was always the freak girl that everyone made fun of in elementry and junior high.. people always talking about me and when i'd walk by they stop talking and just laugh.. as if that wasnt obvious they were talking aobut me one of them would always yell some rude degrading comment to me... they would tease me cause my older brother had bladder problems and would wet the bed... i'd never let him know that though ... i know it would hurt him more then it hurts me .. its not his fault and who ever told someone should be ashamed of theirselfs... at my old house i lowered my standards just to get some friends ... i thought they were really friends but i was never happy and i soon found out they weren't really my friend they had been back stabbing me ... but then i moved here and i got one friend in my ward the first real friend i had had for a long time.. then i met her best friend and became freinds with her ... but it wasnt always like that when i first moved here i was mad at my parents i found my "friends" and they were moving us again ... but now i feel as if the was the best thing my parents have ever done to me ... who knows where i'd be today if it wasnt for that move