Howdy

[Hitower]

Brand new to the site, but not to the gospel. I have been inactive for quite awhile and I'm trying to finally get myself back where I need and want to be.

My ex wife told me about this site, and quite honestly, I had no idea what to expect until I started reading some posts earlier. And honestly, the first post I read gave me chills, and the good kind of chills at that. I look forward to gaining more knowledge in the gospel, and possibly making some friends in the process.

[john doe]

Welcome, if we can help with your journey, don't hesitate to ask.

[pam]

Welcome to the site.

[Misshalfway]

Welcome wagon approaching! Could all of you please move so I can park?

WHEW! Coming back to the church, wow. That takes courage and humility. I admire that. I hope you find and feel the supports that help you the most in your journey.

[LDSgirl]

Welcome to the site!

[Hitower]

That takes courage and humility.

Takes a lot more then that. It is pretty life altering coming back. I wasn't THAT far away from the church, but I was far enough to need lots of work to get back. The thing that has always puzzled me is that no matter how far away from the church I got, I always, and I mean ALWAYS found myself back on my knees trying to find a way back, but lacking the strength and determination. I believe I have many of the keys I need to get myself where I need to be this time around though, and hope that the more I study and learn, the easier it will be.

And honestly, as much as I hate to say it, my ex wife's happiness and religious efforts, while not being pushed on me in any way, had a major influence on me. I see others happy and living happy lives, and I know this is the key to that happiness, being righteous, and doing all that can be done to ensure eternal salvation.

[Misshalfway]

Takes a lot more then that. It is pretty life altering coming back. I wasn't THAT far away from the church, but I was far enough to need lots of work to get back. The thing that has always puzzled me is that no matter how far away from the church I got, I always, and I mean ALWAYS found myself back on my knees trying to find a way back, but lacking the strength and determination. I believe I have many of the keys I need to get myself where I need to be this time around though, and hope that the more I study and learn, the easier it will be.

And honestly, as much as I hate to say it, my ex wife's happiness and religious efforts, while not being pushed on me in any way, had a major influence on me. I see others happy and living happy lives, and I know this is the key to that happiness, being righteous, and doing all that can be done to ensure eternal salvation.

Well, from what I can tell you seem to understand yourself really well. I respect that kind of honesty. Sometimes half the battle is being able to own our failings in love.

Being a faithful progressing member of this gospel effort is just tough no matter who you are. Maybe it isn't for some or maybe there are seasons when the struggle is more intense than others. It seems to me that in these last days, Satan is targeting all of us. I guess just know that you aren't alone and don't think that all those "happy people" don't have their heart aches either.

If there is anything we can do here to help support your efforts, even if its just to listen and champion your tiniest successes of the day, let us know. I am on my own journey right now with my eyes fixed on the Savior. Friends are sometimes hard to come by. I figure maybe if we help each other we'll all get there and maybe enjoy the journey too.

Blessings.

[Hitower]

Well, from what I can tell you seem to understand yourself really well. I respect that kind of honesty. Sometimes half the battle is being able to own our failings in love.

Being a faithful progressing member of this gospel effort is just tough no matter who you are. Maybe it isn't for some or maybe there are seasons when the struggle is more intense than others. It seems to me that in these last days, Satan is targeting all of us. I guess just know that you aren't alone and don't think that all those "happy people" don't have their heart aches either.

If there is anything we can do here to help support your efforts, even if its just to listen and champion your tiniest successes of the day, let us know. I am on my own journey right now with my eyes fixed on the Savior. Friends are sometimes hard to come by. I figure maybe if we help each other we'll all get there and maybe enjoy the journey too.

Blessings.

This is very true. Having friends of our faith and in our faith are often an important key in progression. I suppose having friends period who have an understanding of seeking happiness is also beneficial. I have learned the hard way that I can't do anything in life alone despite my many attempts

[Vort]

Which was the first post you read?

[Hitower]

Which was the first post you read?

It was this one by Hill-Billy: http://www.lds.net/forums/lds-gospel-discussion/28147-i-love-gospel-but-takes-real-study.html

And it wasn't the whole post, but this one line right here

She said very seriously, DAD, NOT STUDYING THE SCRIPTURES ENOUGH HAS REALLY HURT ME OVER HERE!

It just kind of hit my like a 2x4 across the forehead. Cause I often forget that I have EVERY single tool I need to better myself and my eternal progression at my disposal, but I choose not to use them. I have been doing nothing to prepare myself for the next life, when in reality I have the potential to know everything there is to know and learn about the gospel

Edited December 3, 2009 by Hitower

[rren]

HiTower, welcome to the site. I am a convert to the Church and my life has been truly blessed by living the gospel. I joined the Church because of a powerful experience with the Book of Mormon. You can hear my story here: