I want to

[Jeff83]

I want to pack all my things and move far away. My wife treats me like garbage. No one cares about me and I'm suicidal. I want to move to MD or CA.

[Lakumi]

why those places?

[Palerider]

How does she feel about your leaving ?

[Jeff83]

Family lives there. And I do t care what she thinks. I'm gonna just up and leave. I have no kids.

[skippy740]

Lifeline

Call 24/7

1-800-273-8255

[bytebear]

Do you have kids? Who else will be affected by your decisions?

[mnn727]

If you are suicidal, I would recommend counseling no matter where you live or move to.

And as Skippy pointed out above there are hotlines to call also.

I wish you well.

[Jeff83]

My wife and I are splitting up. I'm 30 years old and fuel my life is over. I have vary little friends. I'm feeling like just ending it all. I really have no one to talk to

[Guest]

Jeff. Be Strong! You can do it!

Check out this video.

[skippy740]

http://www.lds.net/forums/general-discussion/58331-i-want.html

[McLainDow]

Just remember if you pack yourself in a crate and move it halfway around the world you will still be there.

[HoplessMarriageReject]

My older brother committed suicide 9 years ago. I wonder if he regrets his decision, me and the rest of the family sure do. And if she treats you like crap, you have two reasonable options: 1, try your best to repair the relationship and see if she is willing to do her part as well and if not, 2. just leave her. I find that I am treated much better by non-LDS women then by LDS women, no need to put up with her crap.

Edited February 28, 2014 by HoplessMarriageReject

[Guest]

My older brother committed suicide 9 years ago. I wonder if he regrets his decision, me and the rest of the family sure do. And if she treats you like crap, you have two reasonable options: 1, try your best to repair the relationship and see if she is willing to do her part as well and if not, 2. just leave her. I find that I am treated much better by non-LDS women then by LDS women, no need to put up with her crap.

I'm an LDS woman.

[MarginOfError]

I'm an LDS woman.

But you aren't the collective LDS women. big difference? maybe? anyone?

[Guest LiterateParakeet]

Jeff, I am so sorry you are hurting and feel so hopeless that ending your life feels like the only option. I have been to that dark place (feeling suicidal) and I hope never to be there again. I know, from experience, that when you feel this way, it is hard to believe or even hope that things will ever get any better. But don't believe that--Depression Lies!

I am SO grateful that I didn't follow through on it when I felt as you do now, and so is my family!

Did you know that losing a family member to suicide can cause PTSD? In other words, if you take your own life, you may cause some of your family members to feel the same pain you are feeling. I know you don't want that.

Things will get better. Likely it will take time, but things will get better. Until that time comes, hold on with everything you have. Don't believe Depression's Lies that things won't get better, they will. Call a suicide hotline. I never used one, because I was already in therapy so I talked to my therapist--but I've heard that they are very helpful--give it a try. You can do this. Hold on, I promise things will get better.