AngelLynn

Well I emailed the Boys and Girls Club and got an application. I am gratefull for the attachment application. I must have made twenty million mistakes on it before I managed to get it filled out properly. I attached my resume and turned it in. They are remodling at the Boys and Girls Club next to my home, so when I went in it looked pretty empty and deserted, and only the directors were there. I am hoping once they finish remodeling they will have some job openings. But one can only hope. I have a good feeling about this job as I have had previous experience. So it's all now in the hands of the Lord. And I hope he blesses me for it.

LOL Gwen. Paying attention should be important espically when we keep getting mail from everybody else. Sometimes it's just a few houses down but worse was the time we got the mail from a woman we visit teach. Now that was just crazy as our addresses were no way alike or similar in appearance. Oh well it was a good excuse from the postal service to go out and do our visiting teaching.

Stop putting ads in the classifieds stating that you're hireing for one. lol Seriously on my job search I keep seeing ads in my local paper that the postal service is hireing, if they are doing that badly why aren't they scaleing back on hireing and on the ads. It's just weird.

Something came up and I wasn't able to go.

Yea. Of course reality hit me really good today. I just got a total of my student loans. I am suppose to be in deferment. Hasn't the government heard of the 11th and a half commandment: Thou shall not collect loans on students who have graduated for at least six months. I'll have to give that a call tomorrow. This hasn't been the first time they were confused about when and where I've graduated.

Yep... yep.... yep. The next thing will be going down and filling out an application for the Boys and Girls club since I have previous experience with them due to volunteer work. Which may work out for me, assuming they have any openings.

Update: Well yesterday I got a hair cut and today I put on a dress fully intending to go on a job scavenger hunt. lol Anyway it seems my mom beat me on the punch on the networking factor, she called a woman she knows in the ward that works at the Salvation Army Adult Daycare center where my brother who has Downs Syndrome. SSo she asked if there was any jobs avaliable and she said there was one position that might be opening up, but not to let anyone know that she had let that out. So I went down to the headquarters of the Salvation Army and filled out an application and left this woman's name as one of my refrenceses. And so everything else is in God's hands.

Not that much. Although the mayor of Henderson is in our ward. He asked me once what my plans were. As for people in school, I can't think what they were in or what they were doing. I am really not that great a networking outward through people.

What is networking LMM? Sorry if I seem a bit dense but not too familar with it. Are you meaning like getting a My Space page and going from there? Slightly confused just a bit. I think I've been in the white towers of acdemia way too long.

Okay, well this is the first time I've ever went applying for a job so I am really not sure how things really work in the job field. After much thought and a little more discussion about things I've decided to go out and be a little more out and around in my searching for a job. I decided to grab a bite to eat and after contemplating some I decided I need to get a hair cut. I took a look in the mirror and my hair is a bit unkempt and straggly and so decided maybe it wouldn't hurt to go out and at least get it clipped a bit as it's getting to be really long and I haven't really paid much attention to my hair lately. I've also decided that if I also can't find anything I'll try and see if I can get reassociated with Americorps. I worked for them for a little while and it's a community service type job that may help out as well.

I've actually been considering this and I do have some credits in education but... I got out of teaching because I found out a little late that I have troubles being around kids/ students. Not exactly sure what causes it but everytime I tried to teach I'd choke up. I couldn't handle it and so I had to leave it. Strangely enough I never had any problem tutoring students or helping in an unoffical capacity but anything else I'd lose my nerve and choke. *sighs*

Thanks Ben. That means a lot to me.

Thanks. I am all teary eyed because I did have an argument/fight with my parents this morning. So instead of having a good morning where I felt okay, I feel really bad emotionally. I know my parents mean well, all parents do. But it all started over a stupid thing on CNN, where this guy was talking about job hunting and how to look for a job. I got upset and said I knew and was aware of all this stuff and stormed out. Needless to say sparks flew and words were parted that shouldn't have been said. I consider myself tender hearted/sprited so needless to say arguments make me an emotional wreck. Sometimes I really want to rip out CNN

He spoke to me, the ward employment rep, during Sunday School last sunday, as I had told a member of the Bishoprick of my problems. He told me to go down wenesday at the employment center at another chapel between 6 to 8 pm.

This I am also aware of. Sometimes I feel like my parents don't compleatly understand that either. I feel like they think I am lazy which is far from the truth. It's just that there is really nothing out there. We (my parents and I) keep having arguments over it all the time. I know they want me to be motivated, but it's hard to be motivated when I put in application after application and their is NOTHING to be had. I think I am scared as well. I have a lot of student loans to pay back and I am thinking what am I going to do about that? The university is in a budget crises, the governor of Nevada is threatening to cut the school's budget which will cause more of a burdern on the students and it's making the situation of going back to school look rather dismal as well. *sighs* All I do is read my scriptures, write ( I consider myself a writer) and as there is no work, I've decided I want to write a novel. I've also thought over it, prayed over it and decided I want to take out my Endowments, with the thought if I can't find a job to fullfill temperal needs I can find something to take care of my spirtual needs instead. I've talked to the Employment advisor of our ward and he mentioned I need to go down tomorrow and see about the employment center at the church. I am just really frustrated and slightly moody and emotional as well. I am left wondering what am I going to do?

I am not I just put in an application for the Golden Arches.

I've been trying to look for a job, but it doesn't seem to be going well. Plus I am living with my parents which of course isn't really helping the situation that much as they keep insisting that I need to go out and look for a job. The thing is most of the applications are online and I am applying for them but they seem to think I need to go down to the place and ask and tell them I've applied. I am not sure if this is the right thing to do as I feel it shows desperation and a sense of neediness. Most of the online applications state that the employers will contact you if they are intrested. So I am slightly confused, do I heed my parents' advice or do I heed what the online applications say? In addition, I feel like my parents don't really understand things as the way to apply for a job has changed since most of the job applications are all online now. Not to mention it really is a a horrible job market.

I have bragging rights for my Alma Mater Recap: U-N-L-V vs. Utah - Men's College Basketball Wire - News & Observer There were a lot of quiet members in church the next day though. lol

One of my family friends, who was investigating the church, she managed to get ahold of non-alcoholic beer. She was braging that she was drinking that. She can't drink beer anyway due to the fact that she ended up with some health problems due to alcohol and her doctor told her no more alcohol , so basically she's had to give up alcohol due to that. But she still loves beer so therefore the non-alcoholic or fermented type.

The Chinese have been corrupted by the captalistic model in some respects. However, the top goverment practices a compleat authoritarian regime. For example, parts of Obama's speech were conviently censored out when Obama mentioned Facism and Communism.

Well there is a difrrence between willingly giving and being forced to give by your own government. Although I really not compleatly happy about the Free Market and Captalistic model as it encourages greed and corruption as well. But then again there are probably flaws in all the Economic models.

Well I was just going on what Qtpie was writing Applepansy. So my quote was mirroring her statements. But I am not married and I don't have these problems, so I know little on how not to do it without contatct. But her writing feels so pained and I am wondering why she is putting herself through this.

Qtpie I am sure looking at a page where you're reading responses from 21-22 year old people congradulating her on a baby must of hurt more than I can imagne. Not to mention she doesn't seem one bit sorry that she ended up getting pregenant by a married man (even though you were seperated.) I'd be disgusted over the whole thing. I know you have no option in advoiding this woman or your husband avoiding her. I've had friends around that age when I was that age who ended up having children without a father. We'd be happy for the mother but there was a good sense of sadness as well as a bit of aloofness as most of my friends really had a hard time dealing with the situtation. Although most of my friends were LDS and the mother was LDS as well. So our standards in accordance to the gospel would be diffrent than this woman and her friends. I also know that at that age a lot of us would have been thrilled to have a child, particularly if it is the first child. For her she must be in that whole motherly glow and excitement, but for you it must feel like hell. I can only imagine. I also think you're letting feelings feeling of remorse, self-doubt and other feelings cloud your judgement in your reasoning in staying. I am also beginning to worry as everyone else that your husband is using you. If you are planning a big decision of leaving or staying, my advice would be to fast (assuming you can) read your scriptures, and pray to the Lord concerning it. I just know you need to clear your mind of all these feelings you are feeling and the only way I know how to do that would be to fast to put your mind and feelings closer to the sprit.

And they kept such very good genetic samples back then.

And what DNA are they looking for in the first place? There were twelve tribes and all twelve tribes were scattered and intermarried. Can not the same be said of Lehi and his family? If they are looking for Jewish DNA then that seems rather preposterous as even possibly all of us are related to one of the twelve tribes due to the dispora. But even the Jews were scattered as well, although some of the Jews may have kept to the laws of not intermarrying you can't say that of all Jews. There are examples even in the Bible of it. (Samson, Ruth. etc.) So after a thousand years or more, how many have kept strongly to the tradition of not marrying out of their genetic pool? Since we know that Lehi and his family are of the seed of Joseph, shouldn't we be looking for Egyptian DNA as well since Joseph's offspring would also carry Egyptian markers. It seems to me that the scientists are looking in the wrong dose of genetic material for the ancestors of Lehi.