Lakumi

still didn't get the marriage question, oh well- good luck to you wherever life takes you

no, I am not

you as people in general, or you as me Its hard to put a feeling into words, it will probably come better later. As for my feelings, well I am a bitter, miserable human being who doesn't feel love to most anyone. But that's my burden to bear and another thread entirely

leaving religion aside because, well not everyone who experiences love believes Jesus even existed. I don't think one can just choose to love someone. I've tried and, it lead to total unhappiness, I didn't care for that person, deep down. I can't make myself feel something. I love my family, but its a different love, hard to really describe but its far different then, say I don't have sex with them. In my own experience, choosing to love or befriend someone, I felt nothing for them, absolutely nothing. Sure I didn't dislike them, and they were nice people, but if they said, out of the blue, we're not friends/a couple anymore, I would feel nothing. How is that love? I don't want to be emotionally dead and be around someone I don't care about. If that's love, then love is a terrible thing (imo)

yeah that's something I figure out very quickly maybe because I don't share the same belief system with any of the women I have dated, nor do I want children do those things really come up... I would assume one of the most important things about any relationship (friendship, marriage) is for you to be able to really talk to the other persion

I can't grow a beard, I always wanted a thick manly beard, to go with my wonderful long hair (which does grow) though its short at the moment, usually cut it every 4 years, like a sad Olympics. I would imagine you'd be whole and unsterile, wouldn't make sense if you were in the beyond.

Yes exactly, that's exactly it-the riffs and comments and jokes besides most of the movies I watch aren't anything worth listening to, pink ninja's appear, they fight, one wins stolen music from A Clockwork Orange scene:lol:

I donno how I would survive watching a movie and not talking during it... that would be the real test of faith:lol:

oh there are horrors the likes man should never be subjected to upon that site

Well I am sure that exists in fanfiction

or twice the rainbow awesomeness!

the horror... the horror

I'm not put off by nudity... extreme violence on the other hand (unless its cartoonishly stupid) last movie I watched was Ninja Kill, a movie that is literally 2 movies spliced into one movie I too have several ninja outfits like those (with headbands)

What if its too sweet, I find the bread they have too sweet and it has seeds, which get caught in my crooked mess of teeth. I don't refuse it because I would consider that both rude and would ultimately diffuse one of the point to why I am there, I have never been that late, my town isn't so big and I am on a bicycle, there isn't exactly traffic.

I could if it was written in a more modern English, every so often I am somewhat unsure what a word means or how to pronounce it in my head. In my mind, when I read, I often give voices and a general look to the people within, same with places, and if I get confused my mind can't conjure a picture and the whole thing comes to a halt Not sure why I read that way but I can read books very fast if I can keep the picture going.

A lot of movies I watch aren't on IMDB either... I always, and I do mean always talk during movies. During some video's at church I struggled so hard not to say something, even if I like the movies/video's I still have to add my comments... Or if I have seen it before there is my commentary in my head, so you have a very nice story of some boy's unknowingly give a poor man money instead of playing a prank and I am giggling about some joke I made up months before. I'm nuts.

massive shop vac, nothing works finer... or louder my vacuum is made by Russell, fine machine and to your title

scary dolls that's how I made my friends

what about a double rainbow

speaking of Jehovah's Witnesses... what do you think would happen if a pair of them, ran into a pair of missionaries, both about to go up to the same house?

I do wonder if that's the same for people and the LDS church?

true...true

some people with aspergers have a sex drive... but yeah emotionally we are often dead inside... or just don't know how to relate to anyone- I describe it as being stuck in a cage, but it's in my own head.

I don't like the sound of home teacher (or visiting teacher...) they come to my home... I am not a person who enjoys company, nor does my family. I assume the church would understand that, since I would be the only LDS in my family

I fully admit I am snobby, I used to talk to anyone and everyone, until I found out I didn't enjoy it most of the time. I am not a very social being, and I don't expect a relationship or anything (and from what I have seen they seem awful, it's only when I am around others do I really think about it, otherwise it never even comes to mind) Maybe its people my age, I am still only 24, but I have a feeling some people never do grow up