Lakumi

I remember in church a few weeks back at the... class you have after the church part, and it was about the law of chastity (homosexuality obviously being talked about...negatively-though pornography got the worst...) I don't think I have ever been more uncomfortable in my whole life... don't believe I've been back since.

As someone who did lucid dreaming as a neo pagan, obviously there was no law of chastity to me. I had my own R rated fantasy adventure I actually later wrote into a novel (though the novel changed from a dark R-rated fantasy as is a PG comedy-fantasy...funny how stories change) Finally finished that novel, though think it could use some work... I tend not to lucid dream anymore, my dreams often form the basis of my novel's idea's and I like to see what my mind can create on its own, rather then my awake assistance. I have had some horrific dreams, not that I wanted them, but depression does things to people. There was something, I gave the name "Yokoshima" to (Japanese for Nightmare I believe) who was recurring in those dreams. It was something that went on for many nights, various dreams linked in a chain to one another, I wrote it all down, but find it very hard to read. I don't believe in spirits or demons possessing you, I have read and done all sorts of occult things, and people like to make it into something its not. In Wicca for example, there is no hell, there are no demons. Last lucid dream I had I was playing yugioh with the duel discs and holograms (like the anime)... For those who don't know, Yugioh is a card game.

one can make tea out of pretty much anything, I never asked them if I can have dandelion tea, or pine needle tea or clover tea... I tried to keep my issues to a minimum with them

So... what's the problem?

or get one for free... they'll send one to ya

I donno, the moment someone tries to kill me, they and I are no longer on good terms seeing all these stories makes me think being married is like being stuck around someone you don't really get along with though I don't know any married couples to ask them what theirs is like, my friends are all lonely singles my advice is run, get to da choppa!

Most of my facebook has dolls, cruel quotations from them, and pictures "they" drew... as such, it is rare I get requests and my friend list is few lol nice to change a conversation though

last one I saw... lets just say doesn't have windows for a reason

I thought it was after the lord of chaos himself. Q! (aka DIscord)

strange how the pentagram evolved. I still have my pentagram necklaces, but jewelry felt strange to me so they hang in my room, or with the wind chimes

in uncooth circles a "gentleman's lounge" takes on a whole other meaning too

I donno... since you can't make a man's head explode with them... kind of looses it's thrill:lol: besides tossing myself into social situations like that is hard, I haven't been to church in a few weeks because its really draining and difficult to deal with the paranoia The missionaries didn't believe me lol

I donno if I'd be welcome in one of those... what with the pink scarf and ball jointed dolls (it looked more purple when I had it made... it is what it is) manliness was never an idea I really understood, unless I watch Fist of the North Star...makes me wish excersizing to look like that didn't take years

I couldn't handle one person, letalone 2, 3, 4, etc

I want my own tag, like "the expert"

Why? How is me making my dream like Superman 2 harmful? I did not kneel before Zod that was just a little humour but I am interested why?

that's my plan if I get married and it doesn't work out (as well as faking my own death)

I know the lost art of Hokuto Shinken, zombies do not frighten me

i have things I would want...some friends to know but not others, and some I would want my framily to know but not my friends and rambling thoughts no one should have to hear but all do:lol: mind you I don't think I would be sending uncooth PM's on an LDS forum...

maybe they would (oooooooooooh) or maybe not I have no idea how LDS people date

yeah since I don't live alone, and my family aren't too keen on people just stopping by, even worse if one has been awoken from a nap:lol:

I have Fist of the North Star and Samurai Pizza Cats... but I have heard of those, and, I know Voltes V is on my "to get list"

oh I, instead, have a slew of cheesy B movies and anime from the 80s (and early 90s) so many stolen soundtracks and unnoficial sequels...

they've taken the bridge, and the great hall... we have barred the gates, but cannot hold them for long... we cannot get out drums... drums in the deep... we cannot get out... they are coming...

the human love, when I make up the races I make up courtship:lol: If it doesn't contain pink ninja's or exploding heads it'll be a nice change from what I have been watching lol but no matter what its about, just "the 80s" gives it some ground to stand on!