LadyGunnar

I went to church with a friend once. They went on about how other churches were wrong. They didn't talk about what they believed, just how others were teaching wrong things. I think she told them that I was coming with her and he set out to prove how wrong our church was. I have no plans to ever go to another church again.

I want my maiden name and middle name to be missing. I don't really want a headstone. I would rather be cremated and my ashed made into a diamond or scattered on my mountain. If I have to be buried then I want a natural graveyard and huge monster rock placed over me and some flowering bush or tree around.

I have some 5 to 7 inch heels. I am super short. My husband wondered how any person can walk in heels. I love my vera wang heels and jessica Simpson ones.

I never wear a watch. I struggle to find them small enough to fit my wrist. I don't care about watches. I will admit I like shoes. I have dreams of high heels. I would be too afraid to wear them outside.

A gun is a tool. Nothing more or less. People have lost touch with their basic humanity. There have been mass killings from the dawn of time. We hear about it because it suits the news to be anti gun. People wants us like sheep. Helpless and following where they lead. My heart hurts for the lives lost.

It's a pain where gluten is hidden. My son can't have wheat. It makes things ao hard at times.

How is there any sense of humor in this? Being called into the Bishop's office and being told that I should date this boy and use the idea of marriage at a later time to get to go on a mission. This was after I said that I had no desire to ever date him. I was told to do it anyway and help him go on a mission. I was 17. My dad talked to the bishop about. He was sure that I heard it wrong. No. I didn't. They had words about it. My dad came out so upset and told that the church is true but some of people are not.

I was told that as a teenager. It was my job to dress in such a way that the boys didn't get turned on. I was told that by the Bishop, young women's leaders. My dad told that they they were full of crap and to not listen to them. I guess it was my fault that I was born with the genes I was. I have dealt with men/boys coming on to me since I was 14. I could dress down, no make up, sports bras, baggy clothes and it still happened. I was told that it was my fault for being pretty and that I needed to be extra careful how I dressed. I was told by another Bishop to use my looks to get boys on missions. To tell them that we had a chance if they went on a mission. That I was their best tool to get the boys to serve. It all kinda runs together.

Boys were never taught modesty in my ward growing up. My son said that he all he was taught in church about modesty is to wear a white shirt and tie to church. To not have long hair and look nice. The only person you can control is yourself. You are the one responsible for what you think and entertain. Teach the simple and basic things. Don't teach girls that they are responsible for ANYONE else's thoughts. They are not. It's pretty simple when you think of it.

I never had to get rid of any clothes when I started wearing garments. So that can't have been that bad. I got so fed up at the double standard. Boys never heard anything modesty. They never had to struggle to find modest clothes. I was told by my bishop that I had no understanding how much power my looks had over men. I was 14. I was being blamed for my looks. I had no control over that. It's not my fault that men who look. People are responsible for thie own actions. It's the only thing you can control. I don't care if people run their mouth. It's their right to do so. It's my right to think that they are wrong. My dad would laugh by the way. I am just like him. So he knew it was coming.

I hated the modesty lessons growing up. No one should be taught that they are responsible for someone else's thoughts. I would wear a tighter shirt or dress the next week after the modesty lessons. It's not my job to keep the boy's thoughts clean. It's theirs.

We moved into a condo next door to where my sister lived. I assumed we would be going to her ward. Nope. We were assigned to another ward. We drove by 3 building and 20 minutes away to this building. The ward was hard. There was one young man and 2 young women. People taught horribly false things. It was so bad. I asked why we couldn't go to our old ward? They needed priesthood we were told. Oh and they put my husband in nursery. Guess they needed priesthood in there. When our lease came up, we moved. Mostly due that ward. It would have ruined church for me and I didn't want to raise my kids in that ward. I feep bad for people who get thrown in wards that they don't want to be in. I went to wards before putting in an offer on a house. I was super picky about that.

I think they do. I know that when my daughter was stillborn and I elected to be induced, it was counted as an abortion. Makes me sick to think of that. I could have waited for my body to go into labor naturally, BUT because I couldn't handle that idea, it's an abortion because I elected to end the pregnancy. My sister was induced at 18 weeks. her baby had been dead for 2 weeks. It was also counted as an abortion. They need to be better with the wordings. Chosing to end a pregnancy with a dead baby shouldn't count as an abortion.

Not to mention that adoption can be very expensive.

I think unless you are one of the two people in the couple, you shouldn't ask about babies. I had so many things said to me about it. Once was during a miscarriage, I wasn't very nice about it. I was told all sorts of horrible things by peope who thought they knew about my life. It's not something that I advertised. I felt like failure and didn't need to tell anyone my struggle to conceive and stay pregnant. It's no one's business. It's hard to not be able to have kids. It's harder in the church.

That's great!

I would never have married my husband if he hadn't ask my dad for permission to marry me. It's about respect for me and my dad. My dad is the greatest and for him to say no would be something. I trust him with my life.

the watermelon one is better. They have a new one too that is good. It's like cream and orange colored. Have you tried Bang yet? All the guys around here drunk it instead of traditional energy drinks.

My child wasn't brain damaged. She was hurt by the vaccines. The vaccination site went bright red and was the size of a my fist. She spiked a very high fever and was struggling to breath. She was rushed to the children's hospital er. She cannot be vaccinated again. We don't know which one did it and we can't risk it happening again. My younger children are vaccinated completely different than most. This is on doctor's recommendations. I know several other parents that have a child like mine. She is healthy than the others. She gets sick less. The boys got whopping cough and she didn't. Don't judge all parents who don't vaccinate without all the facts.

The people that I know who are depressed would not go to a doctor if they thought their guns would be taken away. They would ignore problems and lie to keep their guns. This would make things worse, in my opinion.

And you pay way more for it. My husband had to have the east side. We have a much smaller house than I wanted because its on the east side.

I would be fine with an arranged marriage if my dad was the one choosing for me. I trust my dad 100 percent. He knew I would marry my husband before I knew that I even liked my husband. My mom deciding who I would marry, no way. Dad yes.

Utah mormons is what people called them back home. It's not a physical state as much as a mental one. It's hard to describe. People who dissed on Utah were from Utah and people who have never lived here. They complained about them doing the same things that they did. They could not see it. I found it funny.

My husband wants a 1911. It's the next one on his gun list after a hunting rifle.

I would have a teal one and maybe a mother of pearl one too. My husband laughed at me when we were shopping for my carry gun. I would stare at the kimbers. I got a basic black 9 mm. It does all that I need and it's fun to shoot.