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Feel lucky. Around these parts we don't have a middle singles. The singles group here is fun but I doubt I'll date any of the ladies in it (mostly old widows, don't get me wrong I enjoy going to sigles events those ladies are a hoot).

It doesn't matter the size of the rubber band, you still inficting pain on yourself. I am not in favor of the medicne that makes you sick either. All my opinion I will state as a disclaimer.

I agree with everything but the rubber band trick. This is self abuse and A BAD IDEA! sorry Ramy but I had to point this out. I used this trick to try and quit smoking cigarettes but it only leads to feeling of self doubt

Navajo. I already know how to say: Thank you, I have no money, and several other words and small phases. I couldn't begin to know how to spell them though.

I understand your frustration with and abhorrence to those that promote the homosexual agenda. However may I suggest that in the tone of your posts you can try to show more compassion for the sinner; even though you hate the sin.

I think each individual person on this planet deals with "special" adversity. We all have our own unique problems equally.

I KNEW it was you aussie (smallfarmon ldsff)

Let's see... I wet my pants till fourth grade, I played with the girls at recess and sat with a group of girls at lunch, am kinda effeminate, and STILL twist my hair (recently found out that it is a psycological condition called trichtotillomania.. I keep my hair short now). So yeah I was teased to say the least. I'm so over it now but if I ever have kids they'll be homeschooled and put in martial arts training

Not much to add here as it's already been said. Would like to say simply that you can't control or directly change others behavior to you but you CAN control how it affects you.

Point I wanted to bring up about this... If they were so bent on shooting police officers as the media points out; then why did they waste their opportunity and surrender peacefully. To me these two points don't match up. Thoughts?

I don't have too much to add that hasn't been said already. I do, however, want to add my testimony as someone who also struggles with ssa. I want to tell you not to apply labels to yourself, labels limit. I'm not gay because I don't sleep with men. I'm celibate because I don't sleep with anyone. If I find a wife someday who I can love and will love me in return I suppose I will be srtaight but like I said labels limit. Also want to adress the sexual release issue. Having sex does not relieve sexual tension it only feeds it. The way to be free from those desire is to not feed them but let them starve.

Believe it or not this forum and another like it have been very edifying for me and I'm planning on returning to church this week. Of course I was planning on returning to church last week and failed but I won't give up. Thanks for your post and your vote of confidence. Also your prayers couldn't hurt

Wasn't gonna come out about this on this forum but I feel compelled to tell you my story. I was an active homosexual for many years but thankfully found the error in my ways, left the gay lifestyle, and started going back to church. I've always wanted a family so I started praying fervently for a wife. I knew this woman I will call "Carrie" who was freinds with my mom and who's kids I'd babysit when my mom and her were playing pool. One day; out of the clear blue sky, "Carrie" came over to my house and basically begged me to love her (looking back now it seems so weird but at the time I was just flabbergasted). My emediate reaction in my mind was "Wow how are you going to get out of this one", I was not attacted to her ( twelve years my senior and, as far as I knew then "ex" methamphetamine user). But, at the time, I was an extreme pushover and sadi that I'd consider it. I started dating her so I could get to know her, all the while praying for guidance. I got the idea in my head that God have "given me a gift" and I'd be ungrateful if I turned that "gift" away. Then her kids started calling me Daddy so I felt OBLIGATED to marry her. I won't go to far into the details of our marriage, but suffice it to say we were both WRONG for settling. I wasn't ready and was still addicted to gay porn. She wasn't ready and was still addicted to meth. She'd go off on a meth binge for a week straight with the kids. I wasn't inerested in her enough to make her feel loved. We sepperated after only a month of marriage. In my shame I stopped going to church and dove deeper into my pornography addiction. Three years has gone by. We haven't gotten a divorce because we literally didn't talk to each other for that whole time. She recently wrote a letter expressing her sorrow about " what she did to me and my family" but honestly I blame mostly myself. My point I'm trying to make is now instead of worrying about getting married before it's too late i am trying to better myself so I can be worthy for my ideal mate. I hope wherever she is she can be patient for me.

It is my completely biased opinion that fantasy is the greatest most pure form of creativity on the planet

"canned" corn is sweet corn and is the only kind of corn that is for fresh eating. Even if you grew the popcorn and ate it fresh from the stalk it would taste starchy not sweet. Same with dent corn. Also if you grow dent corn you can't grow sweet or popcorn within a mile of it for the pollen can spread that far. Same would go for each respective type of corn. They are all different breeds with unique qualities.

I'll add felis cumpleanos to the above post:D

It's my opinion that online gaming can be a worthy distraction as long as care is taken to make sure it doesn't control your life. I think with anything that can be compulsive like that (like chocolate!) is moderated easier by taking fasts from it. If you can't make yourself go longer than 24hrs without it, it's a good sign that you should stop playing for an extended period or for good.

Awesome I love learning new ways to say "hello" I waited tables for several years and made it a point whenever I had customers that spoke another langueage to ask how to say hello and thank you. Danke!

Bon jour, hola, and howdy! My name is Jason I'm from Arizona. I live with and work for my folks running a small farm here in northern Arizona. Dang I'm not good at these self descriptions. oh well glad to be here and can't wait to start discussing

My little brother has downs and I have seen noting but the best treatment for him in Church. Members always eager to help him in callings. He evenm was able to pass the sacrement with guidance from his fellow deacons.

I have had a similar experience. One night as I lay asleep I recall waking from an unremembered nightmare ( I say "unremembered nightmare" because, though I don't remember the dream I was having I do remeber being already in a state of fear when I awoke). I awoke to perfect awakefullness and awareness of a being made of shadow floating on the ceiling above me. I was so frightened that I could not call out, scream, blink or even breathe. For a moment I was at a loss for what I could do to excape but I eventually remembered what to do in that situation and sought my lords help (if in my mind only... I still couldn't speak). As soon as I did this I could instantly see that there was no man made of shadow floating on the ceiling above me but it was only a trick of the light and shadow playing on the wood-grain of my beadroom ceiling. Does this mean that there was no demon there floating or did I have a case of "sleep paralysis" as people who study such things call it? I leave you all to form your own opinions but as for me I believe I had an encounter with an unclean spirit who used one of many methods to try to decieve me. Does this frighten me? I certainly was frightened at the time, but there is confort in the knowledge that those who have bodies have power over those who do not.