Lakumi

my facebook is for a little doll I own, who seems to be just a tad evil (its for BJD RPG's) technically there's two - they're sisters

I would never be rid of my journals, those are my most treasured memories and thoughts, no one can take that away from me. I want to have that link to the past, and regardless of what anyone says, it is my past and I have a right to remember it.

if I don't have pepsi I feel i will die that's not a good thing regardless of what church one is in

1. Peanut butter and jam is my favourite food in the world (that's the lie, I hate it) 2. I invented a holiday to avoid saying happy holidays (its called Siv Day) 3. I routinely talk to myself (that and the dolls)

Saying that a church is true, or believing that wholly as many do is something I just don't think I can do, simply because that's just not how my mind works. I routinely challenge my own ideas and beliefs, and feel their evolution is vital to who I am and growing in this world. While I do like the LDS church, and find its people kind, I don't truly think I could be a real part of any one religion. To me it is limiting.

I don't even want to get married once, letalone a bunch of times heaven is supposed to be happy lol

I would imagine Joseph Smith is the most famous Mormon

Well I don't live with friends, but if I did move out obviously they'd be the first people I'd pick (I trust them not to kill me in my sleep or poison my food more then I'd trust any male stranger) fine and well for the church to tell me that, but if I can't survive because I joined the church then joining wouldn't be a good idea at that time methinks.

ooh facebook...methinks they'd be afraid of mine

1. Peanut butter and jam is my favourite food in the world 2. I invented a holiday to avoid saying happy holidays 3. I routinely talk to myself

All my friends are female and neither they or I have any interest in eachother whatsoever (I really have no interest in anyone) if I lived with my female friends, then what? What if I had nowhere to go?

I didn't personally, but I know the person who did

I'd never have any power over my own home regardless of Priesthood or not

dolls, ball jointed dolls more specifically (Takine on a G1 My Little Pony, named Galaxy whom I nickname "The Hoof of the North Star")

Well I guess that's the one of the many differences in thought he and I have and no I am not LDS, and while I feel I could join, I am a very closed off and loner sort, which makes me feel they'd really get annoyed with me not coming to church or doing anything-its a long story and I just, I guess don't do things how other people do them, so feel I can't join things like churches because I feel deadest on doing my own thing.

reading just a few of those, yeah love is not something I get from this bitter hatred and loathing yes love no

here's another one I found funny Top. Gun.

top. men.

or you went on the wagon, another wagon... you know what, this isn't about wagons... welcome

I wrote this for a book but it to me as a child seemed as plausible as anything I was told (though worded better now since my vocabulary got better) "What we think of as God, and all the names we give to it (and I refuse to think something so grand would be confined to something as limiting as a human form-with gender and weakness our species has) came from somewhere we cannot understand. Cannot fathom, it came here and resides, or even is-this universe. For I also refuse to believe I can put the divine in such an understanding box, if it is indeed all knowing and all powerful. No mortal could understand that kind of power, so to limit it to something we can understand underminds what it is, and at that point it is no longer a God but a tool. A tool to make humans feel better about dying and about following religion. This too was a thought I had written here at about 2:45 am

I think it would be safe to say, that the ark is being examined by top men.

I have 15 of those ball jointed dolls (lets see if I can name them all... Clover, Syrinx, Sarah (or Sang-Ki), Ivy, Lily (or Lilith), Piper, Prudence, Zoey, Patrick, Takine, Miho, Makemake, Lakumi, Shura and Vinayaka) and it all depends on what you can do with it namely what you can make, clothes, accessories, face ups, etc

doll weirdo

considering what a microwave can do to you, I don't see it as a gift from God:lol:

you don't know me too well do you? lol:lol: I won't go out of my way to shun them or some such insanity-forum chatter is one thing... Though I don't want to associate with any. What possible reason would I have to do that? From past experiences they only ever seem to talk about their kids, they have nothing else to say. And as someone who doesn't want anything to do with children, those one track mind sorts aren't the sorts for me.