clbent04 Posted August 10, 2021 Report Share Posted August 10, 2021 (edited) So I went off the reservation a little bit last year after going through a divorce that was finalized in June 2020. The divorce was a little rough on me, but I'd say the marriage was the harder part to get through. Suffice it to say, the ex-wife and I are both happier now. During the separation and divorce process, I applied for a medical marijuana card. After a cursory examination, the doctor said I was approved and needed to smoke as much weed as possible everyday to alleviate back pain I experience from time to time. Did I personally believe I needed to smoke as much marijuana as possible? Well, no, but I'm not a doctor. Did I maybe want to visit a marijuana doctor in hopes of being approved for a marijuana card more than just for purposes of alleviating my back pain? Well, yeah, I figured let's just see what this marijuana stuff is about after never having broken the Word of Wisdom in my 34 years of life. After having separated from my ex-wife, we both began dating others and that was a weird experience for me considering the whole dating scene had changed from the last time I had dated back in 2012. Fast forward to 2020 and no seemed to be messaging anymore. Everyone was just swiping left and right. After getting the hang of the apps and dating a couple different girls, I began to hang out with a stoner girl who became my "Weed Sensei". She had lived a much different life, but we became friends nonetheless and occasionally smoked together. So that's the context, but this is the main part I want to get to. Marijuana can be a hallucinogen depending on the person. Some people might laugh at that and say it's only the harder drugs that make you hallucinate, but it's true. And while it's not very common to hallucinate off marijuana, the effects of marijuana vary depending on how sensitive a person is to it. I turned out to very sensitive to marijuana. So sensitive, that after having smoked maybe a total of 25 times, I gave it up completely. It really messed with my mind. It takes you to Lala Land where your mind feels like its drifting through the clouds, makes you experience a loss of feeling in control, and also makes you highly paranoid as your mind will want to race 100 miles per hour but unable to process as it would absent of marijuana in your system. On one of the last times I smoked with stoner girl, I had an negative hallucination. She was at my house one evening, and after smoking on the backyard patio, we came to sit in the house. We were in the living room where she was sitting on the loveseat, and I was on the 3-seater couch with my 2 dogs. I remember most of the lights being off as it was dark but still visible in the living room. This is when the hallucination happened. I looked up at her while I was sitting on the 3-seater couch, and her eyes were glowing a hazy red. The moment I saw her eyes like that, my 2 dogs started barking uncontrollably. They wouldn't stop barking at her. It's strange my dogs were barking at her because they've never bark at anyone before, only other dogs. As all the commotion was going on, she asked me what's wrong and she started to freak out too, and mentioned something like feeling a negative energy in the room. I tried to just play it cool as I was uncomfortable seeing those glowing red eyes look at me. I avoided eye contact and tried to casually respond to her that I have no idea why the dogs are acting so crazy, and playfully suggested that she was supposed to be my Weed Sensei and anchor for both of us when we were high given her vast experience of smoking weed. She suggested the dogs were sensing my energy and were barking because they felt that I was uncomfortable. And that's pretty much the gist of it. So was this just a hallucination or could it have possibly been a demonic experience? Possibilities I think of when recalling this event in order of what I think is most likely: 1.) it was the marijuana and the dogs were sensing my energy, or 2.) I was seeing a sign that stoner girl and I just weren't meant to be, or 3.) stoner girl was possessed and I was seeing it for the first time, or 4.) it was a negative energy in the room that overlapped itself onto stoner girl giving me the impression that stoner girl was possessed but not really Edited August 10, 2021 by clbent04 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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